Confused. That's how mixed up I am now.

Confused.
Crazy?
Blur.
Hurt.
I don't wanna do this anymore.
That's how mixed up I am now.

I feel so hurt.
Your hateful words flicker the flame in me.
They enraged the fire.
I feel it building up.
One more straw.
And that's it.
I tell you.
I'm DAMN serious, I so don't wanna do this anymore.

Don't you know that your words hurt me?
Or was it on purpose?
I guess I won't ever know.
But i don't like to keep it bottled up.
I would like to tell someone.
My dog would work.
Here, doggie..I give you treat treat. Sit here and be good.
My dog looks at me like it understands the pain, the sorrow I'm feeling.
Good dog.

Cheer up,Kah Yan.
cheer up.

Your life's so much more than that right?
:)